You Are So Strange - Why Can't You Be What You Ought To Be?

[chesspolitik]

Anatoly stretched, the light coming from the window finally bright enough to pull him out of his dreams. Not wanting to get up just yet, he rolled on his side and gathered Lex close to him, pressing a kiss against his shoulder. As sleepy as he was, he couldn't fail to notice that Lex seemed much lighter in his arms then he should. And was that hair against his face? Alarmed, he sat up and opened his eyes. What he found completely floored him - a beautiful if completely unfamiliar red-haired woman in his bed.

He stared in shock, unable to form anything more substantial than a gasp. What was he going to do? How was he going to explain any of this to Lex, let alone this woman?

Comments

[capable-of.livejournal.com]

As if his actions weren't enough, the softly spoken words were enough to draw a shivering, gasping moan from Lex's lips as she wrapped her arms around his neck and moved her body up into his.

"Yours Tolya..." She said softly, giving up in that moment the control she couldn't in any other or to any other. She'd never felt so utterly exposed...and it was the most freeing sensation she'd ever felt.

[chesspolitik]

If Anatoly was anyone else, he would have called this love and waxed poetically in between fevered caresses and deep sighs. As it was, the very word was on the verge of being spoken. He kissed her tenderly, expressing in his actions what he could not bring himself to say out loud.

Very carefully, he positioned himself just at the edge of her entrance. As eager. As desperate as he was, he wanted reassurance that this was alright, what she wanted, that she was truly ready for this. "Lex, dear heart... ."

[capable-of.livejournal.com]

Love was trapped in fire and crashing into water. Love was being left alone. At least, in Lex's mind. This...this couldn't be love because Lex felt like she was flying. Like when she'd almost died on the bridge. So even if she could speak in the moment, the words wouldn't match. She too had to use her return kiss to answer him in kind.

Wrapping her arms around his neck, she held onto him to give him permission. She was ready and waiting, wanting this more and more every second. "Please Tolya...I need you."

[chesspolitik]

Thus reassured, Anatoly brushed a strand of loose hair from Lex's face and bent his head to kiss her again, passion and heated desire overriding every single thought in his head.

With a quiet sigh, he pushed slowly into Lex, alert for any sign that it was too much. As heavenly as it felt inside - and oh god, how it did, he wanted, needed her to enjoy this too.

"Lex," he murmured against her lips, his arms coming around her. "Dear heart. You feel so... perfect."

[capable-of.livejournal.com]

Flying was an understatement. Heavenly was an understatement. It was the most remarkable thing Lex had ever experienced in all her 22 years. And she knew it was in part to the remarkable man she was experiencing this with.

She couldn't even form words as her head was thrown back in utter bliss with a loud gasp. She shifted her legs slightly, cocky one up and stretching the other until....oh yes, right there. "Oh Tolya..." And any other words were lost in soft moans as she moved encouragingly against him.

[chesspolitik]

In that moment, Anatoly was sure he had found complete and utter joy at last. Home was here, home was in Lex's arms. Home was Lex. If he ever had entertained a moment of doubt, they would have been all wiped away in this moment.

"So beautiful," he murmured in her ear, pressing soft kisses in her hair. He moved with her, still careful to keep his pace slow and steady. He was not so lost in this haze of absolute pleasure as to forget this was her first time, in a manner of speaking.

[capable-of.livejournal.com]

Home. If Anatoly had spoken allowed, Lex would have agreed with that description. The last time she'd felt this open and peaceful had been ages ago...when she had been been the beloved son of two parents, with hair the exact shade she had now. She would be surprised she could even remember the feeling, while at the same time be able to recognize it anywhere. It felt... complete.

The physical feeling of him inside her was absolutely amazing. There were very few moments in life where Lex could say she was completely speechless and this was one of them. Wanting, needing to feel everything she couldn't say, she turned her head to capture his lips with hers, kissing him fiercely.