We are a world away from where we started

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Lex was home where he belonged, and if it were up to Anatoly, he'd never let him out of his sight again. In the time spent without him, he'd come to truly understand the depth of his feelings for Lex. He might never be able to tell him so with words - they both had too much baggage to express such sentiments so freely - but he could show him.

But desperate embraces could only satisfy so much, and eventually the question of food arose. Anatoly was reluctant to leave Lex alone again, but with Lex not wanting to face people for awhile, it was the only solution.

He couldn't help the sigh of relief when he returned to the hut with boar sandwiches and found Lex where he'd left him. There were still questions to be answered about what had happened between Lex and Clark, but that could wait a little longer.

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One of his hand came up to mirror Anatoly's movements, except his fingers lightly tangled in the hair there in sharp comparison to his own chest. How opposite they were in that one thing and instead of repulsion, it just fascinated the other. Proof again how they needed each other.

The whispered words caused a small shiver to go down Lex's spine. Touch had been as elusive as love for him. Unable to help himself, he chuckled lightly before kissing Anatoly again. "Good thing I never want you to stop." He pushed the other's shirt off his shoulders so he could have unlimited access to Anatoly's upper body. That was enough...for now.

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Enjoyable as it was to sit on Lex's lap and kiss him soundly, a change of venue was in order, for comfort if nothing else. He pressed a last lingering kiss to Lex's lips then stood with the intention of leading the other man to the bed.

Along the way up, a different plan came to mind. It wasn't his usual style, it was true, but then - what about this whole day had been usual?

He knelt again, this time between Lex's legs. He bent his head to press soft light kisses on the inside of his thigh, his hands firmly on Lex's hips.

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When Anatoly had stood, Lex had prepared to stand up right behind him to follow him to the bed, all to eager to continue where this was going. So he was a bit surprised when instead, Anatoly knelt and pushed him back into his seat.

This was new. Usually it was Lex who was the instigator, since he had more confidence and experience in this type of love making. While Anatoly was a quick learner, this was still a bit unexpected. A comforting hand came down to stroke his curls as Lex asked, "Tolya...are you sure?" He didn't question the other's intention or want...just wanting to be sure that Anatoly wasn't pushing himself out of his comfort zone just because of what happened.

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"I'm sure," Anatoly answered firmly, raising his head to meet Lex's eyes, letting see for himself there was no fear, only great passion and desire. This was a great step forward for him but it was one he was both willing and ready to embrace.

Gently, he ran his hands down Lex's thighs, not wanting to press further until he was sure Lex was comfortable with this.

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Lex couldn't help a smile as he leaned down, while at the same time using his grip on Anatoly's curls to draw him up into a kiss, trying once more to show just how amazing he thought this man was. "Anything you want Tolya, it's yours." He said softly before letting himself relax against the share so Anatoly could do what he wanted.

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Anatoly kissed him happily, feeling once again that he was the luckiest man in all of the world to have found someone he trusted so much and felt so comfortable with than Lex.

Without that assurance, he'd never have the courage or desire do what he was about to do. Slowly, almost reverently, he unzipped Lex's pants and tugged them down and off. The briefs soon followed, and Anatoly took a moment to enjoy the beauty before him.

He lifted his head to meet Lex's eyes again, giving him his best come-hither smile. This might be his first time going down on a man, but that didn't mean he wasn't going to tease him mercilessly along the way.

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Obediently, Lex shifted and moved his body to help Anatoly undress him. Even sitting naked in a chair, Lex had a certain Luthor poise that sheltered him like armor.

But only for a moment, as the armor broke away so he could relax and just be Sascha, under the loving eyes of his Tolya. Who responded to the come hither look with one of his own, paired with a knowing smile. He knew Anatoly liked to tease and he honestly couldn't wait. He sat back in the chair and spread his legs, taking a second but finally giving up control of the moment to the man sitting in front of him.

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Anatoly sat back for a moment, taking a moment to appreciate the scene before him. There was nothing more beautiful to his eyes than Lex spread before him, the sunlight gleaming on his pale skin.

"You are so beautiful," Anatoly murmured as he centered himself perfectly in between Lex's legs. He bent his head enough so he could reach the top of Lex's left foot and lightly brushed his lips over the top. He took hold of his leg and began to kiss his way upwards, stopping once he'd reached his hip.

He lifted his eyes to meet Lex's gaze for a moment, then smiled wickedly and started down the other leg, leaving certain sensitive parts untouched. He'd get there, in due time. There was much more teasing to be done first.

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The way Anatoly looked, kneeling in front of him with that wicked grin and halo of curls, was absolutely breathtaking. Added to the light teasing caresses and Lex, despite all his experience and willpower, was already reduced to shuttering gasps and shivers down his spine. He couldn't take his eyes off the beautiful man he loved so much.

Taking a deep breath, he sank back into the chair and used all his remaining self control to stay seated and relaxed, instead of giving in to his wants and taking Anatoly right there on the floor. "Tolya..." He breathed out, when he could manage. "Your absolutely breathtaking..."

His hands were clenched loosely in his lap, to stop himself from touching. This was a large step for the Russian and Lex didn't want to rush him...but oh, in this moment, with Anatoly looking like this, it was so very hard. This was his moment and Lex felt he owed it to him to let him have complete control over their lovemaking today. Whatever Anatoly desired, Lex would provide.

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Nothing outside of chess gave Anatoly as much enjoyment as watching Lex come apart at his touch. He was absolutely beautiful then, with all of his defenses stripped away, and Anatoly completely appreciated the love and trust that came with the surrender.

He bent forward, pressing a light, teasing kiss to Lex's left knee as he gently brushed his fingers along his leg. His hands and lips moved closer and closer to Lex's cock, but stopped just short of reaching it.

No doubt, he'd pay for his teasing (not an unpleasant prospect) but until that time, he was fully prepared to take advantage. Curious to see what reaction he'd get, he ran his fingernails along the inside of one thigh while biting the other side.

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It was love and trust. Complete love and trust in this man, a feeling Lex didn't think he was capable of in his life until the island. He'd wanted to give it to Clark and to Helen, but they had proved unworthy. Anatoly had earned it and gladly.

As to a reaction, Lex gasped sharply and ducked his head, closing his eyes at the rush of feeling. It was light and teasing, and while he expected it from Anatoly, it didn't stop him from shuddering in surprise. His hands clenched tightly again as he fought to keep his cool. Soon. He would loose it soon. But if Anatoly could tease...he could withstand it. Or so he told himself.

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Having decided he'd teased Lex enough for the moment, Anatoly turned his attention to the hitherto neglected parts. While it was true he'd never done this before, he liked to think of himself as a quick study. He remembered well the sort of things Lex had done to him and was going to work on the proposition that what felt good for him would also feel good for Lex.

Anatoly shifted forward, gripping Lex's hip with one hand for support. He wrapped the other lightly around the other man's cock, then bent his head to take as much of Lex in his mouth as he could.

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Unable to help himself, Lex had shifted slightly when he felt the shift in Anatoly's attentions. His eyes opened slightly as he watched for the others next move, his breath catching slightly in anticipation. To say he'd imagined this was a given, but he'd never have asked. He'd left it up to Anatoly and now...he almost thought he was dreaming.

When Anatoly took him in his mouth, Lex gave out a startled gasp. A part of his brain pointed out that it was a bit rough and clumsy but when he looked down at that head of curls, he wouldn't have wanted it any other way. He threaded his fingers lightly through said curls to gently guide, but nothing more, still leaving everything up to Anatoly.

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As intent as Anatoly was on his task, he couldn't help but shiver at the feel of Lex's fingers through his hair. It was a line straight to his groin and he shifted, his pants becoming almost unbearably tight. But there was time to take care of himself later. His first priority now was Lex, and only him.

He sucked Lex gently, not out of a desire to tease for once, but to get comfortable with this new step he was taking. When he felt confident and relaxed enough, he sped up his pace, hoping Lex was enjoying this as much as he was.

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Lex felt the change as Anatoly become more confident and he moaned softly in response. His hand in Anatoly's hair tightened, as he fought the urge to thrust up into his mouth. Usually he was good at holding off his orgasm but after all the emotion of today and trust behind what Anatoly was doing, Lex was on the verge of letting go already. "Tolya...I'm ready to...shit I'm going to cum..." He bit out in warning. Lex wouldn't blame Anatoly for pulling away, but he was curious as to what the Russian would do.

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Pulling away was the last thing on Anatoly's mind, even as inexperienced as he was. He had started this, after all, and he was determined to see it through properly. He murmured encouragingly, tightening his grip on Lex's hip.

Afterwards, he sat back breathlessly, his face flushed. Despite his best effort, more had gotten out than in, and he wiped the corner of his mouth clean with his thumb, his eyes on Lex.

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While that had been onw spectacular orgasm, all of it was forgotten as Lex watched Anatoly wipe the corner of his mouth. His eyes were dark and gleaming with want as he was instantly kneeling on the floor in front of the Russian, hands digging deep into his curls as he kissed him fiercely. A moan escaped his throat as he tasted himself in Anatoly's mouth and when he finally pulled back to breath, he said forcefully, "I need you. Now."

Before he'd even finished speaking, his hands were already at work on Anatoly's pants.

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Anatoly had hardly a moment to recover before Lex was on him, and it was all he could do to keep up with the passionate, hungry kisses. He yielded willingly to the barrage, wanting nothing so much more in this morning as Lex's hands on him, touching - loving him.

He leaned back, bracing his hands on the ground to give Lex more room to maneuver. He'd been allowed to set the pace earlier; he was happy enough to give Lex all the control now.

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Once Lex had Anatoly completely undressed, he sat back on his heels to just look at him for a moment. This beautiful, amazing man was all he'd thought about while he'd been Clark's captive and no matter how tempting the teenager had been...the love Lex had for Anatoly was more then enough to satisfy any need he had.

Lex wanted to show Anatoly just how much he loved him and he was not going to let that happen on the floor. He moved with anticipation as he moved forward to kiss Anatoly deeply, before drawing him up from the floor and moving them both to the bed. He pushed the Russian down gently and made quick work of crawling up next to him, kissing and caressing random parts of Anatoly's body as he did so.

When he got to Anatoly's lips, Lex kissed him deeply once more before pulling back to look at him intently and asked him the same question he'd asked before...the first time they'd tried something new. "Do you trust me Tolya?"

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"Of course," Anatoly answered immediately, there being no doubt whatsoever in his mind. He trusted Lex completely with all of his heart and soul. Whatever happened, now or in days to come, he knew Lex would never hurt him.

He met Lex's eyes, full of passion and desire. He wanted, no - needed Lex's touch. He lifted his hand to caress his cheek softly. "Anything you want, Sascha, just tell me and it's yours. I just need you."

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The immediate, completely honest answer still warmed his heart like nothing Lex had ever known before.

He leaned in close, kissing Anatoly before trailing kisses down his jaw so he could say softly in his ear, "I want you Tolya. I want to be inside you, if you'd let me." It surprised even him how much he wanted it, despite being perfectly content the way things were now. And it wasn't that he wanted it for himself, but instead to use it to show Anatoly how much he loved and cherished him.

But of course, nothing before Anatoly was ready for it and thus why Lex asked.

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Anatoly caught his breath at that, his hands coming around Lex's neck to pull him closer. There was a slight flutter of anxiety in his stomach at the prospect but he knew without a doubt that Lex would do everything in his power to ease the way, as well.

"Yes," he answered simply, lifting his head to kiss Lex passionately. Anxious or not, he wanted this, wanted to be close to him, just wanted him.

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Even as Lex kissed him just as passionately in return, he couldn't ignore the lighthearted feeling in his chest. Anatoly had agreed and while Lex could sense the anxiety, the trust never ceased to astound him. "It'll be perfect." He said, kissing Anatoly's forehead. "I promise." And he would do everything in his power to make it so, but at the moment, kissing Anatoly to make him relax again seemed to be the perfect idea, complete with both hands running through his curls.

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"I'm with you, how could it be anything other than perfect?" Anatoly murmured softly, shifting slightly so he could hook a leg around Lex's waist. That, along with hands in his hair was almost too much sensation and he whimpered softly, wanting more.

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Even their slight change in position made Lex gasp softly. He was close already and he hadn't even begun. So with another quick kiss, he de-tangled himself from Anatoly's limbs and crawled backwards down his body, leaving a trail of soft kisses behind him.

Lex began as he had that other first time. "Relax..." He lightly licked and sucked at Anatoly thighs teasingly for moment, but this time when he took the Russian in his mouth, he slowly pushed one finger inside him.