Anatoly Valeriovich Sergievsky (
chesspolitik) wrote2011-02-07 03:56 pm
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A Battleground for Rival Ideologies
If Anatoly had been thinking more clearly, he would have been suspicious of the little reel in the bookcase bearing the label of "Chess 2009". The bookcase had been on a cycle of giving him things he didn't like or need, so the fact that it was cooperating now should have registered as a bad sign.
None of this crossed his mind, however, as he painstakingly threaded the reel to the projector. Whatever it might be - a documentary on the history of chess or showing of a match between two grandmasters, he was certain he was going to enjoy it. This was clearly about his beloved game and there was just no way that it could show him something he would not like.
His first inkling that he was terribly wrong about all of this was the very first shot showing an enormous concert hall. His mouth dropped open as he heard the announcer call "Josh Groban" and he saw himself walk across the stage. The case fell from his fingers as he saw Freddie follow after someone who bore a rather strong resemblance to Maureen. What was this?
The concert started but things still failed to make any kind of sense. Who would write a concert about chess? Why would someone write a concert about chess? He wasn't sure which was more disconcerting - that or that people who looked exactly like him and Freddie appeared to be in it.
When the song about what appeared to the history of chess ended and the main singer with the gloves started speaking, he was horrified. This wasn't a story about chess, this was about him. Him and Freddie and what happened between them and if he could have found the strength to get up to shut the damned thing off, he would have.
He was too shocked to move, to do anything but watch his nightmares play out in song and bizarre chorus. The only comfort he could find was that at least they had gotten Freddie behaving like a bastard right.
None of this crossed his mind, however, as he painstakingly threaded the reel to the projector. Whatever it might be - a documentary on the history of chess or showing of a match between two grandmasters, he was certain he was going to enjoy it. This was clearly about his beloved game and there was just no way that it could show him something he would not like.
His first inkling that he was terribly wrong about all of this was the very first shot showing an enormous concert hall. His mouth dropped open as he heard the announcer call "Josh Groban" and he saw himself walk across the stage. The case fell from his fingers as he saw Freddie follow after someone who bore a rather strong resemblance to Maureen. What was this?
The concert started but things still failed to make any kind of sense. Who would write a concert about chess? Why would someone write a concert about chess? He wasn't sure which was more disconcerting - that or that people who looked exactly like him and Freddie appeared to be in it.
When the song about what appeared to the history of chess ended and the main singer with the gloves started speaking, he was horrified. This wasn't a story about chess, this was about him. Him and Freddie and what happened between them and if he could have found the strength to get up to shut the damned thing off, he would have.
He was too shocked to move, to do anything but watch his nightmares play out in song and bizarre chorus. The only comfort he could find was that at least they had gotten Freddie behaving like a bastard right.
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He quieted as the scene changed to the chess game. There was a dance, though not of chess pieces. It was skillful enough, he supposed, but his real focus was on the Freddie and Anatoly on the screen. They appeared to playing chess and he wished the camera was on the board so he could see what they were doing, if they were actually playing a game or just moving pieces around.
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It was a minor issue but he was choosing to focus on that than revisit the path that had led him to defeat in Bangkok. Whatever Freddie said, he knew he had done the right thing. He loved the game, yes, but he had loved Florence even more.
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He watched for a few months then clenched his fists in anger at the "Where's daddy, dead or in the KGB" line.
"Really? You said that to her and you still can't understand anything? What is wrong with you?"
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"And you didn't even pause to consider that you might...fuck it." He scowled and turned back to the screen.
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The clamor on the screen drew his attention and he winced to see the reporters shouting all of their questions. It had felt like a set up back then and judging from Walter's expression of glee, he was right. He should have known, but he had only been thinking of Florence, then.
And now it looked like another part of his soul was going to bared and he buried his face in his hands, not waiting for Freddie to respond.
He had crossed over borders indeed but he had really never left Russia, had he?
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His heart started pounding and he couldn't seem to keep his eyes off the screen. With the accent, it should have been easy to tell that this wasn't Anatoly, but right now? It was so very hard. Did he really feel that way?
A quick glance at the man revealed that he did. Shit.
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It had never once occurred to him that there could have been love between them and chess had gotten in the way as it had for him and Svetlana. There were a thousand reasons he could give for this but the truth was just simply is that if he had, it would have made his intentions of pursuing Florence a little less noble. He loved and wanted her so much that he just chose not to consider Freddie at all.
"I don't think I can watch any more of this," he finally said, staring fixedly at the floor.
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He couldn't.
No one should know this much about one person and it was kind of funny, because he still didn't know much, but he knew enough.
His jaw dropped a little when he saw himself. "What in the hell?" Oh, Christ. Bangkok.
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"Are you - are you leering at those men?"
The sheer insanity of this was enough to make him forget everything else for the moment.
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